Now here i am, in the office, doing nothing besides chatting and fb-ing.. gosh.. this is the 4th day working at PT. INOVASI KARYADINAMIKA as an assistant. but since there are not much projects being handled recently, i dont have anything to do.
Monday:
the head of the studio gave me 2 stacks of A3 sizes drawings and asked me to understands all of the symbols. after that pak Yudith (one of an interior designer) gave me a task to do a japanese gate according to the requirements by using autoCAD. i did it half way and went home when it was the time, 5pm.
Tuesday:
came to office and finished the previous task before lunch break and dont have anything to do until it's time to go back home.. bored.. :'(
Wednesday:
i was absent, having gastric at the morning and then went to senayan city to shop. feeling abit guilty not going to office, but din regret to do so. btw, i watched the D-13 with kevin and stephanie before heading back home.
Thursday:
online all the day! had offered all the designers a help, but all of them seems dont have some task for me.. bored, bored, bored.. T_T
Friday:
wearing a too formal shirt which made one of my office-mate said "rapi amet hari jumat. kalo jumat mah pake kaos aja".. but then still the same with yesterday.. dont have anything to do.. I AM FREAKINGLY BORED WORKING AT THIS OFFICE.. :( hope i will be given a task before this day ends.. ~_~
Saturday:
it's still tomorrow. have an appointment with Meryna (and Juliani, i think) to go to taman anggrek.. i wish everything will be just fine.. hope for some surprises too.. i love surprises!! :)
Kiamat?
The weather here is slightly cold. It rains everyday. It makes me feel in a bad shape. Argh.. After the fever was gone, i catched a cold. Now i'm suffering cough, influenza, and sore throat.. I hate this condition of my health. Somemore, i'll fly to jakarta tomorrow. I don't wanna bring this virus to my uncle house and spread it to my friends over there. :( Hope i'll get 100% well this night. I eat medicine regularly, so please please please God! Let me be healthy before tomorrow.. :)
Btw, i'm watching a show now at RCTI. It's about the marks of the end of the world a.k.a december 2012. The born of magic kids, global warming, men acts like women and women acts like men, meteor hitting earth prediction? Some magician said that it is the time for every deed to get the karma, other some ask us to stop doing bad things and told us that it can still be fixed before the time. Haiyah.. It shows like 2012 will really be the doomsday..
Individually, i dont believe that life will end that early. Maybe i'm just not ready to face the death. Maybe..
Heys.. I want to meet doraemon! I want to go around the world! I want to be success! I want, i want, i want! I still want a lot of things in this life.. (oops.. I'm so greedy! Haha.. :p )
Let's just pray for the best and do all the best we can..! XD
Btw, i'm watching a show now at RCTI. It's about the marks of the end of the world a.k.a december 2012. The born of magic kids, global warming, men acts like women and women acts like men, meteor hitting earth prediction? Some magician said that it is the time for every deed to get the karma, other some ask us to stop doing bad things and told us that it can still be fixed before the time. Haiyah.. It shows like 2012 will really be the doomsday..
Individually, i dont believe that life will end that early. Maybe i'm just not ready to face the death. Maybe..
Heys.. I want to meet doraemon! I want to go around the world! I want to be success! I want, i want, i want! I still want a lot of things in this life.. (oops.. I'm so greedy! Haha.. :p )
Let's just pray for the best and do all the best we can..! XD
End of year holiday 2009
Hello, holiday!! I'm happy to b with u! LOL!! XD
Actually i've been in holiday since 2 weeks ago. I spent my 1st week at Malaysia. Celebrated holiday at sunway with henni, being a volunteer at UCSI in donation for padang earthquake event, went to bukit bintang for a quick shop with devi, and having last dinner at KL for 2009 with the indonesian friends..
For the 2nd week, i flew back to medan on 17th oct and spent 3 days there.. After that i came back to my hometown, pematangsiantar.. I throw all the stress and tension here until i had the 1 day to medan again yesterday. I went to medan with my family for photo shooting at professional studio. To tell u the truth, it's so so so so tiring of a day.. We even didnt have time to shop. From the studio, we went to hv lunch, got my bro's eyes and mine checked, went to uncle's house, and went back home straightly after dinner. Oh my, i forgot to tell u sth, in the half way before we reached medan, we stopped at bandarsono, tebing tinggi to visit my mom's uncle.. He is sick.. And bcoz he is not married, nobody want to take care of him. Finally, he ended up being sent to a temple where all the old people gathered. I was very sad at that moment, but i couldnt do anything beside smiling. At least i knew that he doesnt want to see a sad face.
When we were in the car, mom said sth to me, "u see..when people are not married, they will not have people taking care of them".. I know what she means. I've ever told her that i dont wanna be married, i wanna be an independent woman in my whole life. But it's just my planning. The only plan that will 100% work is God's plan, isnt it? I believe in faith.
Hmm.. Back to the main topic.. I'll have another 2 months holiday.. What? Too long? Yea, it's a long holiday, but it wont be boring.. Guess what? I'm going to jakarta this friday (30th oct). Waitt.. I'm not going there for 100% playing. I go there to work at an interior firm. This will be my 1st experience working!! Oh gosh, im so excited and my heart beats so fast.. One more thing is i'll meet a guy name Kevin.. Quite curious about this too.. Lol! XD
will update my story in this holiday when i have time.. Yihaaa!!
Actually i've been in holiday since 2 weeks ago. I spent my 1st week at Malaysia. Celebrated holiday at sunway with henni, being a volunteer at UCSI in donation for padang earthquake event, went to bukit bintang for a quick shop with devi, and having last dinner at KL for 2009 with the indonesian friends..
For the 2nd week, i flew back to medan on 17th oct and spent 3 days there.. After that i came back to my hometown, pematangsiantar.. I throw all the stress and tension here until i had the 1 day to medan again yesterday. I went to medan with my family for photo shooting at professional studio. To tell u the truth, it's so so so so tiring of a day.. We even didnt have time to shop. From the studio, we went to hv lunch, got my bro's eyes and mine checked, went to uncle's house, and went back home straightly after dinner. Oh my, i forgot to tell u sth, in the half way before we reached medan, we stopped at bandarsono, tebing tinggi to visit my mom's uncle.. He is sick.. And bcoz he is not married, nobody want to take care of him. Finally, he ended up being sent to a temple where all the old people gathered. I was very sad at that moment, but i couldnt do anything beside smiling. At least i knew that he doesnt want to see a sad face.
When we were in the car, mom said sth to me, "u see..when people are not married, they will not have people taking care of them".. I know what she means. I've ever told her that i dont wanna be married, i wanna be an independent woman in my whole life. But it's just my planning. The only plan that will 100% work is God's plan, isnt it? I believe in faith.
Hmm.. Back to the main topic.. I'll have another 2 months holiday.. What? Too long? Yea, it's a long holiday, but it wont be boring.. Guess what? I'm going to jakarta this friday (30th oct). Waitt.. I'm not going there for 100% playing. I go there to work at an interior firm. This will be my 1st experience working!! Oh gosh, im so excited and my heart beats so fast.. One more thing is i'll meet a guy name Kevin.. Quite curious about this too.. Lol! XD
will update my story in this holiday when i have time.. Yihaaa!!
I hate her!!
Students doing architecture at UCSI should who know puan Zaiton is, right?
yap.. this morning was my final crit for design studio 2. i know that i was not well prepared for this, drawings are simple, not because i was not serious.. I love architecture. but nobody here can help me.. even the tutor.. i was not NOT COMING to tutorial, i came! but nothing much.. the tutor knew i was stuck with my design, but he wasnt helping at all.. he always acts like a very busy businessman, or maybe he really is, maybe he wasn't concerned about me, or whatsoever.. my tutor is actually a kind person, but it has no connection to the class and tutorial.. what is this, what is that? what is design?
okay2.. back to today's topic..
yeap. i wasnt well prepared for the presentation and i even din slept in 53 hours for both the construction and studio assignments.. but what's the purpose of asking me change course? CHANGING COURSE!! crazy!! she is crazy!! a lecturer is supposed to be the guide to the students, be the supporter.. puan Zaiton is a lecturer! but she dunno how's the way to be a lecturer. she seems so proud to be in architecture world where she can decide randomly who's NOT supposed to be in this course. hello... if u think that u are really that TALENTED, why dont u just get ur butt off from the UCSI office and show me what u can do to get the PRIZES out there.. i pity her. her life is full of complains.. ah.. pity you, pity you.. and pity me who's under her crit.. groarrr!!
yap.. this morning was my final crit for design studio 2. i know that i was not well prepared for this, drawings are simple, not because i was not serious.. I love architecture. but nobody here can help me.. even the tutor.. i was not NOT COMING to tutorial, i came! but nothing much.. the tutor knew i was stuck with my design, but he wasnt helping at all.. he always acts like a very busy businessman, or maybe he really is, maybe he wasn't concerned about me, or whatsoever.. my tutor is actually a kind person, but it has no connection to the class and tutorial.. what is this, what is that? what is design?
okay2.. back to today's topic..
yeap. i wasnt well prepared for the presentation and i even din slept in 53 hours for both the construction and studio assignments.. but what's the purpose of asking me change course? CHANGING COURSE!! crazy!! she is crazy!! a lecturer is supposed to be the guide to the students, be the supporter.. puan Zaiton is a lecturer! but she dunno how's the way to be a lecturer. she seems so proud to be in architecture world where she can decide randomly who's NOT supposed to be in this course. hello... if u think that u are really that TALENTED, why dont u just get ur butt off from the UCSI office and show me what u can do to get the PRIZES out there.. i pity her. her life is full of complains.. ah.. pity you, pity you.. and pity me who's under her crit.. groarrr!!
LET'S FORGIVE
hey guys.. u need to watch this nice video.. the title is LET'S FORGIVE..
enjoy ur weekend.. :)
When deep injury is done to us, we never recover until we forgive. Forgiveness doesn't change the past, but it does enlarge the future.get this quote and keep it into ur heart. n remember that hatred is not good for ur health.- mary karen read-
enjoy ur weekend.. :)
idea of changing my life
i'll hv final examination for 2 subjects tomorrow, 1 on tue, and another 1 on wed..
u know what? till now, i havent touch any of the notes.. LoL!!
but i'm trying to get all the complete notes from friend.. what a lame person i am, right? whatever..~
i've been thinking a lot about moving my butt out from Malaysia or UCSI exactly next semester. it means i'll be no longer struggling with the unsuitable surroundings of mine. u may say i'm giving my life up or just getting bored, but hellooo.. i dont see any future here. my life here is just like an empty box. u can see the box, but when u open it up, there's nothing inside. empty!! kind of feeling i'll still get nothing till graduation. what is the purpose of studying w/o any good results at the end? that's why i decided to find my life at other place. Japan, China, Taiwan, UK, USA, Jakarta, or maybe Medan?? at least, they will be the places i love more than here. if i love the place and surroundings, i'll surely do my study better than here. that's one of the important factors for me to do things.
Ok, almost all of my friends said this idea is a waste. i'm wasting my parents' money, wasting my time, wasting talent?. oh, whatever.. ya, WHATEVER!! the one who really knows and understands me will see how desperate i am, being here.. and at last, the things they told me are all supports and blessings. thx to them.. :)
about wasting money and time, "being here longer is the way for more money and time wasted" will be my answer. yes, make a move!! this kind of living makes me sick!! i'll be rotten in no time!!
hmm.. i'll tell my parents as soon as i reach home. need blessing from all of you whoever you are.
and NOW, it's the time to STUDY!!
GOOD LUCK! :)
u know what? till now, i havent touch any of the notes.. LoL!!
but i'm trying to get all the complete notes from friend.. what a lame person i am, right? whatever..~
i've been thinking a lot about moving my butt out from Malaysia or UCSI exactly next semester. it means i'll be no longer struggling with the unsuitable surroundings of mine. u may say i'm giving my life up or just getting bored, but hellooo.. i dont see any future here. my life here is just like an empty box. u can see the box, but when u open it up, there's nothing inside. empty!! kind of feeling i'll still get nothing till graduation. what is the purpose of studying w/o any good results at the end? that's why i decided to find my life at other place. Japan, China, Taiwan, UK, USA, Jakarta, or maybe Medan?? at least, they will be the places i love more than here. if i love the place and surroundings, i'll surely do my study better than here. that's one of the important factors for me to do things.
Ok, almost all of my friends said this idea is a waste. i'm wasting my parents' money, wasting my time, wasting talent?. oh, whatever.. ya, WHATEVER!! the one who really knows and understands me will see how desperate i am, being here.. and at last, the things they told me are all supports and blessings. thx to them.. :)
about wasting money and time, "being here longer is the way for more money and time wasted" will be my answer. yes, make a move!! this kind of living makes me sick!! i'll be rotten in no time!!
hmm.. i'll tell my parents as soon as i reach home. need blessing from all of you whoever you are.
and NOW, it's the time to STUDY!!
life is 10% of what u did and 90% of how u face it!
GOOD LUCK! :)
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